Well, I still have no facebook, I am slowly getting better at not checking my email every 2 minutes. Occasionally I still hear or see quotes and think "Facebook status" but that is getting better too.......................................I've been on my Special K diet and I feel like it's more successful than other times I've attempted a diet of any sort. I did have an interesting day yesterday, I really just wanted more than one meal bar before I went to work, so I had another one-BAD idea. WAY too much protein and fiber at one time. For the first hour at work my stomach kept cramping up-and I'm guessing that was the reason. It did stop, but I'm convinced it was too much fiber (or possibly protein) So I will definitely not be making that mistake again. I am planning on continuing with the special K diet for awhile. I also have a daily vitamin that I'm taking everyday. Although I might switch that to every other day, since I am getting quite a few vitamins from the special K products, so I don't want to overdo it too much on those.

I just got asked to be Personal Attendant for Michelle for her and Jon's wedding! This will be the largest role I've had in a wedding yet. I'm not exactly sure what all of my duties are, but I'm looking them up and I'm making a list. I know that I'm in charge of the "emergency kit" and helping her get dressed, but it's the little things that I need to be prepared for. I'm quite excited for this. The wedding is on October 2nd, so I have several months to get things together.

Special K diet

I've decided that I'm going to go on the Special K diet starting Friday. I get paid then so I can go grocery shopping for the Special K products. I think it will be a good thing for me since I love cereal, and I love chocolate and they have the best of BOTH worlds! It will also help with not needing to cook and not needing to try to decide what to eat. It will also be easy for bringing to work. I've been reading up on it and many people have had success. I know that obviously it's not going to work for everyone; but it seems as though it's something I would like and do well with. Up until then I'll just finish eating up what I have for food already, and then my dry food I'll just pack up and save for later or whatever. I might need to run out to the garage/storage to get a rubbermaid tub to put things in..........................................................Plus I'll have some chicken and veggies that I already have for my 3rd "non special K" meal each day. Or scrambled eggs. I still have lots of options, but will still be satisfied.

Haha, I'm watching Animal Cops Phoenix, and there is a story about this guy who brought his puppy to the vet and the puppy had a broken leg, so the man walked out saying he would splint the leg himself because he wasn't going to pay the "outrageous" prices for the puppy. But they showed him walking out and then driving off in some fancy car-so he can afford the car, but the living puppy isn't worth it? What an idiot.

Ugh, is there no hope for some men? Today, at work, one of the regulars came in and she wasn't quite her usual happy self. It turns out she's had a rough few days; she found out that her husband is/was cheating on her, so she moved out. They have been married for a while and they have a really nice little girl who is about 8 or so. I feel so bad for her. Why do men do that? She just broke down and had tears in her eyes and said "I thought we were happy"

While her drink was being made (I had rang her up at the register) I wrote down my email address on a little card we have there and gave it to her-I told her if she ever needs to talk that she could email me. Even if she never does, she needs to know that people are here for her and that people care.

She was more worried about her daughter. She is so nice, I just can't believe it.

I just get so scared about my future-getting so far into a life and then something like that happening. The same with others I know...how do you go on from something like that. I mean, I know I would not stay in that relationship/marriage, but after you've built a life with someone and they just tear it apart...

Ahh. I'm sitting here, relaxing, I have a bit of a headache, but it's not too bad, I might take an Aleve in a bit so I can sleep. I work at 7:30 tomorrow, so I'm going to go to bed early. I'm actually looking forward to getting done with work so I can do some cleaning; nothing major, just some dusting and vacuuming.

I also need to get my hair trimmed-I might ask around work to see if anyone could do it for free (or for some baked goods hehe)

Ugh, headache is getting worse, so I think it's time for some Aleve, and then some reading!

New Year!

My facebook is deactivated!! I still feel the need to check my mail frequently-but I think it's more out of habit than anything else. So I'm hoping that will go away-and I won't feel the urge to check my email 50 times a day.

Anyway, I have to work at 11, so I should go and get ready for work. It's so ridiculous that I didn't get this weekend off for Sandberg Christmas. Ugh. I do need the money, but still.

Anyway, I'll probably write more when I get back from work. I do still have some cleaning to do....